Confession #22: I'm a hopeless romantic

For the longest time, I've tried to figure out what kind of girl I am. There's so many different types, I know, but when it all comes down to it, there's only 2 types of girls: Girly Girls and Tomboys. Now, most girls I know are mainly on the Girly side of the scale, although I do know a few that lean more toward the Tomboy side. So, I've been trying to figure out what kind I am. Looking back on my childhood and teen years, I never really went too far on the Girly Girl side, but I didn't go far on the Tomboy side either. I did things little girls normally do; play with Barbies, play dress up, I loved stuffed animals (ah who am I kidding, I still love stuffed animals, haha!), pretending to be a princess (yes, I went through a Disney Princess phase, so sue me) and all those other things little girls like to do. But, I also was a bit of a Tomboy; I liked to play outside in the yard or in the woods, climbing trees, watched Power Rangers and played Power Rangers with my friends, and as I got older I went through another stage, the Goth stage (yeah, I tried going Goth... that didn't sit too well with my parents, haha!) but looking back on those early years, I realize one thing has always stayed the same. No matter how frustrated I got, no matter how lonely I was, I still believed, deep in my heart, that someday my "Prince" would come and I would live "Happily Ever After".

Now, being 22 and a full time student who has dreams of being on Broadway, I still find myself from time to time daydreaming of the day when Mr. Right comes into my life and yes, I do love to listen to the occasional love song. Do I really believe that I will find Mr. Right? I'm not sure, to be honest. Right now, I'm just trying to get through college, and considering the fact that I am constantly bombarded with rehearsals and crazy schedules and more rehearsal, dating just isn't a main priority right now. True, when the lonely feeling hits me it hits me hard, and when I see happy couples together and see all my friends getting married and having babies I get so jealous. But, I know I just don't have time for it, and it's for the best. I may never have time for it (I'm planning on becoming a Crazy Cat Lady, so whenever my parents tell me about how they can't wait until I can give them more grandkids, I tell them that they only grandkids they will get will be getting from me will be furry with four paws, whiskers and a tail) and if I don't have time for it, that's ok. In the end, none of that will matter anyway. One thing is for sure; no matter how lonely I get, I will always have my daydreams, and in my daydreams, I'm with my perfect guy. I will always be a hopeless romantic. So, I guess that's it for now. I've decided to post some of my favorite love songs (just between you and me, I have a lot of favorite love songs, but I'll only post 2 or 3, otherwise this post would never end, haha!) Until next time, my dear readers.