Confession #11: You're the "Best Thing I Never Had"

So, as I said in my last post, my new years resolution is to become a better person. Well, one way I intend on making that resolution happen is by saying goodbye to the man who I fell in love with last year. The man who I loved more than anything, and who I thought loved me in return. It's taken me a lot of time and tears to finally come to this decision, but I've decided that I really have no other choice any more: I'm letting him go. I wanted to try and wait until the spring semester started before I made this decision; I was ready and willing to give him another chance. But no more. It's obvious that he doesn't love me. He was just using me. And I'm tired of waiting around for him to make up his d*** mind on what he really wants. If he really loved me like he said he did, he would be with me. So, I guess this is goodbye.

I don't want to make this a big deal on here. Lord knows he doesn't read this anyway. Once school starts, I won't be seeing him much anyway. I'm done with all my music classes, and the only classes I'll be taking this semester will be Chamber Singers, my voice lesson and Chorale. I'll still be in the building, since that's where all my other friends usually are, and because I use the practice rooms to practice my dances, but I have no intention of acknowledging him once school starts. Maybe once I'm gone, he'll realize what he's lost. You know what they say, you never know what you have until it's gone. Or maybe he won't, and if he doesn't notice, then he obviously didn't really care about me or love me like he said he did. Either way, I still win. I still come out on top.

Anyway, that's all I have to say on here. Yeah, I've got a lot more I could say, but I won't. Maybe later on, but not right now. So, this is the song that is PERFECT for me right now. It says exactly everything I want to say. Enjoy, dear readers.